Why I Moved To Mexico

Why I Moved To Mexico

I moved to Mexico for four reasons. The first was economic, but the other reasons were just as compelling. Most importantly, I feel alive here.

Be More Powerful: Say What You Want

I didn’t know I was giving my power away every time I failed to say what I actually wanted. Here’s how I learned to stand in my power and say what I REALLY wanted.

Several years ago I had a total facepalm moment. It was like the moment you realize that all your life you have been Doing It All Wrong and there is a better way. So you slap the palm of your hand to your face. Yeah. I could have had a V-8.

That’s what was happening to me with Wants. About saying what I want.

I was going about my Wants all wrong. Here’s why.

I was never saying what I REALLY wanted.

Do you say what you really want? Really?

Instead of saying what I wanted, I said what I thought was possible. I would try to suss out the parameters of what I thought might be possible and then say what I wanted that fit within those parameters. This process happened so fast that I didn’t realize I was doing it. On some level I was thinking, why waste time wanting something I would never get? Why set myself up for certain disappointment? Why want something I might not get?

There is a big problem with that. If you limit yourself to wanting only what you think is possible, you put yourself in a box. And the box will keep getting smaller, especially if you allow other people’s wants to affect it.

Pretty soon you exist only within a tiny airless space, gasping for breath, silently crying out with pain — and probably resenting the hell out of anyone who has the temerity to say what they actually want. Why should they get what they want while you suffer silently inside the box of not-want that you built?

I alternately resented and admired the people around me who were able to live outside those boxes and say what they wanted. They said what they wanted because they KNEW what they wanted.

Tigers know what they want and have no trouble letting others know.

Powerful people know and say what they want

I found out that I did not know what I wanted. Or rather, I knew what I wanted—on a deep level—but I covered over my desires with so many layers of patterns, dynamics, and trying-to-please others that I became too disconnected from my desires to know what they were anymore.

The journey back to What I Want has been arduous but the rewards have been incredible. By learning to tap into my wants, I now feel more empowered, more whole, and more joyful. 

Buried within us—in our bodies, hearts and minds—is What We Want. Learning to allow our desires to emerge and to be comfortable saying them is a huge step in becoming more powerful. Learning to listen to your heart will help you find what you want.

“The most courageous act is still to think for yourself.” — Coco Chanel

How to know what you want

Step One. Ask.

Ask? Can it be that simple? It may sound silly, but give yourself permission to know what you want. Go ahead, do it now. I’ll wait. Say, out loud, I hereby give myself permission to know what I want.

There. How did that feel? Check in and see what emotions you feel. Write them down. Glad? Sad? Mad? Afraid? Write down what you feel. If anything else comes to mind — a person, a past situation, an image — write that down too. Just make a note and then let go of it. You’ll use this information later.

Step Two. Ask again. Dream big.

Now that you’ve given yourself permission to actually want something, what DO you want? Dream big here. If you knew you could have anything at all — no strings, no financial limitations or time constraints, no judgment — what would you want? Think of at least ten things. Now write them down.

Okay. Wow. How does that feel? Whatever you feel — good, bad, indifferent — write it down. Now let go. Take a breath and move on.

If you want a cupcake, say you want a cupcake!

How to say what you want

Knowing what you want and actually saying what you want, in a given moment and to the people in your life, are two different things. And yet of course they are connected. You cannot say what you want unless you are connected to what that is.

For me the process felt a lot like jumping off a cliff. Not that I know what that feels like, exactly, but I can imagine it. The sensation of height, of nearly falling, of not knowing what will come, of the expansive great unknown, of thinking that perhaps instead of falling I could fly, and most especially knowing that in order to fly I need to surrender to the cliff, to the sky, to the experience.

Saying what I wanted felt like tossing my words, my heart, out into the cliff-space just beyond me. Could I catch them, hold them? Or should I simply let go and let them fly?

That is what you can do, too. Surrender.

Remember the feelings that you wrote down when you were exploring your wants? Review them. Love them. They are part of you! And they will be coming up for you again. Let that be okay.

And then just say what you want. Out loud. Surrender into it. Do not be concerned about other people’s reactions — their reactions belong to them, not to you. Saying what you want and being clear and authentic about it (this is why you first explored it on your own, to be sure about what you want and what is underneath it) feels good to most people.

Wants vs. expectations

Do not confuse what you WANT with what you EXPECT. A want is simply a desire, nothing more. No strings. No attachments. You just want it. You might want world peace, or a million dollars, but do you really expect to have either one in this moment? Probably not. You know that to achieve either will take time and effort and may even be beyond your capabilities to create. But you can still want them.

The trick is to remain unattached. You can and should have many desires — the world is your oyster! — because desire is part of being vibrantly alive. But expecting that everything you want will come true is unrealistic and sets you up for anger, sadness, and resentment.

Focus on what you want, not on what you do not want

Often people find it easier to think about things in terms of what they do not want. Like ticking things off a list and then taking what is left over. Yes, this is easier — it is certainly less risky — but it is much less satisfying in the end.

Do you really deserve someone else’s leftovers? Of course not! Then there is no need to limit yourself to paring down from what you do not want. Think about what you want instead.

This might be scary. Our wants usually come from an ancient deep place within us. Touching that place may feel unfamiliar at first. Be gentle with yourself. You really do know what you want, if you let yourself go inside to where your inner awesomeness lives.

Things flow better when you think downstream and allow the current of creation to form your What Comes Next. Thinking about what you do NOT want is usually limiting. Thinking about what you DO want is empowering. You deserve empowerment!

You will know what you want when you feel an inner YES.

Say your wants and feel your power

Any new practice takes, well, practice. Be kind to yourself. Be kind when you say what you want and be kind when you find that you’ve been too afraid, too shy, or too vulnerable to say what you wanted. Be kind and let it go. Honor the feelings that arise in you as you move into a space of surrender to saying what you want.

List — in writing — as many desires as you can think of: all of your desires, not just the ones you think are possible. Note the feelings, people, situations, and images that arise in you as you do so. Soon you will see themes emerge. Notice those too, and use them as new information in the unfolding magical voyage that is You.

Love, Talyaa

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Why I Moved To Mexico

Why I Moved To Mexico

I moved to Mexico for four reasons. The first was economic, but the other reasons were just as compelling. Most importantly, I feel alive here.

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